okay, okay, okay......so im terrified. im excited to go back...but im scared.

what am i scared of you ask? well:



i'm scared that the person i like doesnt actually like me and that im making a complete ding dong asshole of myself, the level classes im taking is TOO HIGH for just a sophomore, im going to do something that will almost get me kicked out of school again, that i wont make any new friends cause my friendships last year went to shit, that one of the people im going to have to live with is going to give me new-and-imFUCKINGproved drama, im going to fall for another one of my professors/authority figures, im going to to foget that I'M my own first priority, my diet is going to stuggle with the crap they serve at school all year, im going to struggle with bisexuality, i'm just generally going to become a different person, im going to lose all the benefits that i earned last year (e.g. both my government positions, all the networking with RHA, KZUU, Cable 8, The Daily Evergreen, The Community Assisstants, CUB Marketing, AASG, etc.), I wont have time to be myself around everyone, everyone wont have time to continue hanging out AKA im going to be alone,...


the list goes on.



oh my gosh. i need to relax.


my big sis 'Ziza will take care of me...